Alright...I haven't been very active or anything, because for a while, I was REALLY friggin sick. I went to the doctor and whatnot and was in the hospital a day, almost rehospitalized...I'd gotten sick to the point they couldn't figure out what was wrong with me o_o; I couldn't swallow either, without excruciating pain. Nothing solid. Hardly the own saliva in my mouth, which sounds gross, but I refuse to drool o_o; But i'm back and actually better now, so yeah! That's what's been going on . u.u And uhm... I'm burried under homework, for missing so much school. Yeah. Some weird stuff is happening, and err...I dunno, I feel kinda distant from alot of my friends. Everyone's seeming to fade, and I don't like it. I'm closer to Mariku, I think, though...Which i'm thankful for, I love Mariku to no end. In a strictly non-romantical sense. Baku's dissapeared, I have NO idea where he is or what he's doing, which kinda worries me late at night when i'm lying there in bed...Because i'm the megadork and still stuck on that whole...issue. My dad...Is...Well, it seems like he's dying. He got sick too, and it's not getting any better, and he's got enough problems, that this one's probably gonna take him down. Which, is kind of saddening, because it...really means an entire change of my lifestyle and whatnot. It's better for him I think, though he's miserable. My mum's not here anymore, so that pretty much means i'd have the house to myself, other than my brother. Life's going alright otherwise, I can't say i'm worse off than anyone really. Uhm...And I'm completely envious of Mariku's ability to draw cats, i'll say that now. BEAUTIFUL artist. Well...Draws beautifully as well, but still. x_x; What else... Still preparing for the Con in April. If anyone's going to Sakuracon 2005, wanna leave me a note? Woo. Anyhow. ...My little Yugioh figures are staring at me. My Millennium ring...is missing two of the danglies. It has the middle one and both on the farthest sides--the ones with the little markings next to them ON the ring. The other two fell off, I still have to fix them back on...I love pipe cleaners o.O; Yeah. I'm working on my realism and stuff, If I get a scanner I swear I'll post some stuff...I'm for SURE going to get a scanner once I get the realism Mariku...FOR Mariku...done. Maybe some drawings of the twins. Anyhow, peace out, <3.